Assorted mush-2

Despite all the coaxing, the old worry refuses to move,
It is one lazy feeling.
New worries will fall into the same groove,
I can forget any hope of healing.

Sometimes, life can get a certain way,
There's one task after another, you can't resist.
Some days all I seem to do
is cross off a to-do list.

This time, I won't stare at the fog
I'll try to clear it as it's nearing.
Yes, I'm still the same frog,
But the walls are slowly disappearing.

When my mind starts to overwork,
All I do is skip a meal.
'Ah! You clever girl' , my brain smirks,
now hunger is all it can feel.

Even as my unconscious plots to shatter me,
I'm sweeping feelings under the rug.
The pile gets bigger, I'm in denial,
Yes, I've caught the anxiety bug.